Fixing Heart

Trying to fix my heart, it needed to be repair. 

Sewing the torns, gluing the broken part, painting what has darken, wiping the wet by 'rain' (tears) , and make it strong again. 

Picture: Copy Paste.

ATTENTION!

Works of cleaning, patching, repairing, and strengthens of the heart is in progress.

Difficulty of now is for the comfort and pleasure of the future. 

SAFETY FIRST.

Fixing it is still hurts somehow, because of the needle sewing through every inches of heart, and the painting roller is rolling the whole heart. 

I don't know why is heart so fragile.. But I am proud of mine, because no matter how hard the broken is, IT still works somehow.

And I'll love who and what I suppose to love n matter what.

"A PLACE IN THIS WORLD"

I don't know what I want, so don't ask me

Cause I'm still trying to figure it out

Don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking

Trying to see through the rain coming down

Even though I'm not the only one

Who feels the way I do

I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know

I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on

I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in

This world

Got the radio on, my old blue jeans

And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve

Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine

Could you tell me what more do I need

And tomorrow's just a mystery, oh yeah

But that's ok

Maybe I'm just a girl on a mission

But I'm ready to fly

Assalamualaikum, heheheh Just so you know, I love TAYLOR SWIFT'S songs so much ever since the first time I heard her songs. and now I am so much attached to this song "A PLACE IN THIS WORLD" cause it just so  true for ALL growing up teenage girls in finding the way of her life, of where she was and will belong to..

Err and yeahh I AM STILL A TEENAGER  oke! hehehe so don't ask me what I wanted cause what I know is I WANNA BE THE BEST  and I REALLY WANNA BE ANYTHING THAT IS TRUE. REAL ME, FOR EVERYONE.. 

 There are some words I wanna share with you:

I just found these words. Inspiring me somehow. You should to :)

Okey babai semuaaa  :) GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR LIFE YEA!
May Allah bless you ..

Who and Why

Assalamualaikum all  :)

I have created this account of blogspot quite a long time ago in 2010, but I was hesitated to write things in this 'thing' because I just don't know how to start, and do I have to? But now I have some reason why I need to write. Just to express more of myself.

Who Is Me?

• I am just an ORDINARY GROWING UP  GIRL doing ordinary things as a Full Time Student
• I am NO RICH girl and living with WARM AVERAGE FAMILY.
• I have SMALL SKINNY BODY, NO BEUTIFUL WHITE SKIN, and NOT THAT TALL either ;p
• I have NOT MUCH THING TO DO and I AM A VERY LAAZY PERSON!
• I DON'T HAVE TOO MUCH CONFIDENT in myself and this is suck yeahh!
• I am NOT GLAMOUR and NOT FAMOUS though, wiwit wiwit, huu.
• I am VERY SIMPLE in doing things and SO BORING PERSON, dhaaa =.=''
• I LOVE MORE TO BE OBSEVER than to be observe by others. Shy shy  ;p

Look at the way I'm describing MYSELF : 

 It just something is wrong with me right now, that I feel I'm so lost of myself. I used to be a STRONG person and a POSITIVE THINKER. Before, I don't think it too much when it comes to bad things, cause I know I'll be strong facing it. I used to be so bright with  SMILES and STRONG HEARTED person I USED TO LOVE DOING DIFFERENT THINGS IN LIFE but now, I've wasted my time just on my bed bed bed! No!

I'm on my way to find MY-LOST-SELF and I wanna be HAPPY BEING ME AGAIN. JUST ME!! 

This is Why I'm writing a blog.

 You know, lately there are just too much thoughts that I have in my mind and don't know why, they keep my heart beating fast, it just can't be describe somehow. BUT I wanna write something! I wanna write anything, I wanna write everything! It's just so hard to express these feeling into words though, but this is the only way so that I'll remember those feeling.

  Even though I have so much weaknesses and am not that special ,

I KNOW I STILL HAVE STORY TO TELLS 

and 

I HAVE TOO MUCH THINGS LEFT TO DO 

and 

I CAN BE INTERESTING TOO

That's all  :)

  

   

Something to Describe a Friend in Life

These pictures were taken two years ago when I was 17 years old, and I came to make these as something to describe a friend. Huhuu..

A friend would always be our story of life, 

no matter how short or how long the character's role was played in our life. 

And I know every relationships will have to face obstacles and challenges along the road,

as long as we are together, we'll not be afraid anymore.

Together with smiles :)

There is it, A friend would always be in our side saying

 "don't quick, cheer up and never give up!" Yeahhh!

And in the end we'll know, whatever it is.. 

We gotta think that.. Hey, this is LIFE lah!

and ouh, can I be your friend from now on?

hee..

NEVER GIVE UP DEAR EVERYONE!

;)

Dear Grey One : My Highschool Mate (Siti Aminah Nizal) 

Always in Remembrance and Loved.

Thank You for Sharing Lots of Good Memories Together.

Good Luck in UMS!

My Heart Today..

Today my heart feels just like twilight in a lonely place.. It's darkening and there's just no sound to be heard. I just don't know is it going to survive? After all this time there was always someone came to paint it with full of colours and rescued my heart from loneliness, and I don't know if I can ever be living by myself again. I just don't know..