I have created this account of blogspot quite a long time ago in 2010, but I was hesitated to write things in this 'thing' because I just don't know how to start, and do I have to? But now I have some reason why I need to write. Just to express more of myself.
Who Is Me?
- I am just an ORDINARY GROWING UP GIRL doing ordinary things as a Full Time Student
- I am NO RICH girl and living with WARM AVERAGE FAMILY.
- I have SMALL SKINNY BODY, NO BEUTIFUL WHITE SKIN, and NOT THAT TALL either ;p
- I have NOT MUCH THING TO DO and I AM A VERY LAAZY PERSON!
- I DON'T HAVE TOO MUCH CONFIDENT in myself and this is suck yeahh!
- I am NOT GLAMOUR and NOT FAMOUS though, wiwit wiwit, huu.
- I am VERY SIMPLE in doing things and SO BORING PERSON, dhaaa =.=''
- I LOVE MORE TO BE OBSEVER than to be observe by others. Shy shy ;p
Look at the way I'm describing MYSELF :
It just something is wrong with me right now, that I feel I'm so lost of myself. I used to be a STRONG person and a POSITIVE THINKER. Before, I don't think it too much when it comes to bad things, cause I know I'll be strong facing it. I used to be so bright with SMILES and STRONG HEARTED person I USED TO LOVE DOING DIFFERENT THINGS IN LIFE but now, I've wasted my time just on my bed bed bed! No!
I'm on my way to find MY-LOST-SELF and I wanna be HAPPY BEING ME AGAIN. JUST ME!!
This is Why I'm writing a blog.
You know, lately there are just too much thoughts that I have in my mind and don't know why, they keep my heart beating fast, it just can't be describe somehow. BUT I wanna write something! I wanna write anything, I wanna write everything! It's just so hard to express these feeling into words though, but this is the only way so that I'll remember those feeling.
Even though I have so much weaknesses and am not that special ,
I KNOW I STILL HAVE STORY TO TELLS
and
I HAVE TOO MUCH THINGS LEFT TO DO
and
I CAN BE INTERESTING TOO
That's all :)