[Remembrance of those hard times] Yours left, I mean ours left. He was long gone even by the times we laughed together. Mines left too, of course, when he want to. I did not tell, but I guess you saw in me. You saw me weak.. During those times, there's no other strength I have but you, Mother. I may feel alone somehow, but let all the good memories company me. I may look weak sometimes, but inside I want to have those strengths like yours. I might be not perfect, but all I want to do is the best for all. Yes, somehow I have been falling and giving up. But I will never forget to crawl back slowly, then walk and run again. You do not tell but I know, I see it. I have to be your strength too. For you Mother, and I hope it can be for everyone too. I LOVE YOU.